I make a river with it.

Taeyang – Eyes, Nose, Lips Lyrics

Don’t be sorry,
that makes me more pitiful.
With your pretty red lips
please hurry, kill me and go.
I’m all right.
Look at me one last time
Smile like nothing’s wrong,
so when I miss you I can remember.
So I can draw your face in my mind.

My selfishness that couldn’t let you go
turned into an obsession that imprisoned you.
Were you hurt because of me?
You sit silently.
Why am I a fool, why can’t I forget you.
You’re already gone.

Your eyes, nose, lips
Your touch that used to touch me,
to the ends of your fingertips.
I can still feel you

but like a burnt out flame,
burnt and destroyed
all of our love
it hurts so much, but now I’ll call you a memory.

Love you, loved you
I must have not been enough
Maybe I could see you just once by coincidence.
Everyday I grow restless,
Everything about you is becoming faint.
You smile back in our pictures,
unknowing of our approaching farewell.

My selfishness that couldn’t let you go
turned into an obsession that imprisoned you
Were you hurt because of me?
You sit silently.
Why am I a fool, why can’t I forget you.
You’re already gone.

Your eyes, nose, lips
Your touch that used to touch me,
to the ends of your fingertips.
I can still feel you

but like a burnt out flame,
burnt and destroyed
all of our love
it hurts so much, but now I’ll call you a memory.

Your black eyes that only saw me
Your nose that held the sweetest breath
Your lips that whispered ‘i love you, i love you’..I….

Your eyes, nose, lips
Your touch that used to touch me,
to the ends of your fingertips.
I can still feel you

but like a burnt out flame,
burnt and destroyed
all of our love.
it hurts so much, but now I’ll call you a memory.

Homelessness

Assalamualaikum.. Sang pembaca blog si budak kertu..

Lately, otak aku banyak di kerahkan utk berfikir. Tak kira dari sudut zahir mahupun batinnya (jgn fikir nonsense). Yang kecil atau besar. Di luar mahupun di dlm. Tapi sayangnya, Dr bertrillion-trillion,, zilliion-zillion sel otak aku tak berjaya bersambung. (mungkin faktor usia gamaknya)

Persoalaanya, kenapa ia tak nak bersambung. Aku nk jugak mengeluarkan akal bernas dr otak aku yang berdanak dengan lumpur akal basi. Aku semakin lambat dalam menjalankan operasi.

Persoalan tidak mendatangkan jawapan.

"mungkin aku dan kertu untuk berfikir"
"mungkin terlalu kosong sampaikan bilik pengitar maklumat terbantut operasinya"
"mungkin juga tak cukup di bekalkan oksigen"
"mungkin ada yang salah makan di mana-mana.. terlebih makan cili agaknya"
"terlebih tidur mungkin"

Persoalan itu masih tiada jawapan.

"Di mana mau jawapannya kalau sendiri tiada terbit persoalannya"
"atau kau terlalu malas untuk mengetahui apa sebenarnya diri kau mahu. Bukan setakat makan tidur pakai sahaja yang perlu di sogokkan.

"mana rohaniah mu?"
"mana arah tujuan mu?"
"mana tujuan mu?"

Persoalan sebegitu yang harus kau fikirkan. Kalau kau tak mahu terjerumus kekal dalam kekusutan yang membusuk dek harta benda dunia, kesenangan yang hanya sementara, kecantikan yang menengelamkan jiwa.

AKU HARUS MENCARI SESEORANG YANG MAMPU MENUNDUKKAN EGO KENTALKU.. Melembutkan hati yang lama membeku. Supaya aku terlepas dr penjara yang aku bina dan kau adalah pemilik kunci itu, pembuka kekecewaan, pemberi ketenangan, pengemudi arah tujuku.

Supaya dpt melepaskan aku dari menjadi sang pelarian dlm jiwaku sendiri

Semakin jauh

Assalamualaikum

Bagaimana hari anda?? Ada bagus?? (YEAH!!) Good!! (sorak macam budak tadika).

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Ada benda nk bagitau ni..

Tp.... Malu plak..

Ermmm.... (tarik nafas panjang)

HI.. HAMPA DH BERAK?

HAHHAAHHAHAHAH.. (meroyan)